Amanda was all too happy when I was oblivious and posed no resistance to this and she's done everything she can try to return me to that state, having another buddy (an bestate/b lawyer personal friend of her's with no business writing b....../b But that was before she bbecane/b schizophrenic. It was also before she blew her mind out with LSD. It was after she destroyed her brain with LSD that she decided she was a creator of the universe. I'd have to reread this to see when she ...